I really thought that things were getting better, but now they’re getting noticeably worse and I just feel like I’m wasting my time now, because I’m not getting anyway. I still have an obscure hate for my body, and now even the very thought of food makes me want to throw up, and everything is just so hard right now. I’m finding it so difficult to deal with it and it just stresses me out far too much and makes me feel shitty.
I just want it all to end:-(
Has anybody else had it where you just keep heaving, but nothing comes up..like dry-heaving? Or does anybody know what causes it or what it means? Because its fucking annoying.
Recently I’ve been finding it so difficult to eat without any problems. Like, it’s either I feel way too full, or I just constantly heave throughout the meal/snack which is horrible. I don’t even understand why I do it?:s even just the thought of food makes me want to gag, I hate it.
- Me: wow i like this album
- Me: i think i'll listen to it until i don't
Iv’e had such an amazing day today, even if I was only out for a few hours it was honestly so great:3
